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Pushing Your Luck

Overheard in front of the coffee shop:

A scruffy but ebullient guy walks up to two young women who are smoking. “Hey! Might I trouble one of you for a cigarette?” he says.

“Sure,” says one of them.

He takes it and lights it in one smooth motion. After he’s savored it for a drag, he says to them: “I don’t suppose I could stay at your place tonight, could I?”

They decline, but far from freaking them out, he actually ends up charming them for a few minutes by conducting his side of the conversation in spontaneous rhyme. After they leave he sits down and keeps the rhymes up in monologue.

For all I know he’s rhyming still . . .

The Confusion Is Coming

It doesn’t seem that long ago that I was “burning through”:http://www.polytropos.org/archives/000119.html Neal Stephenson’s last 900-page novel. But the second part of the Baroque Cycle, “The Confusion”:amazon:confusion+stephenson, is hitting the shelves tomorrow. Mine’s on order, so I’ll be getting it a few days later — but that’s just as well since I’m finally close to finishing _The Book of the New Sun_, which I’ve been chipping away at for “way too long now”:http://www.polytropos.org/archives/000171.html.

I never did get around to doing any further blogging about _Quicksilver_ after my initial review. I’ll save my thoughts for a big, spoiler-heavy post after I finish _The Confusion_. And a review before that, naturally. This book definitely snuck up on me, which is a very fine and unexpected thing; usually I get impatient watching the calendar for the arrival of the objects of my fanboy affections.

A Poem for Easter

“Bums, on Waking” by James Dickey

Bums, on waking,
Do not always find themselves
In gutters with water running over their legs
And the pillow of the curbstone
Turning hard as sleep drains from it.
Mostly, they do not know

But hope for where they shall come to.
The opening of the eye is precious,

And the shape of the body also,
Lying as it has fallen,
Disdainfully crumpling earthward
Out of alcohol.
Drunken under their eyelids
Like children sleeping toward Christmas,

They wait for the light to shine
Wherever it may decide.

Often it brings them staring
Through glass in the rich part of town,
Where the forms of humanized wax
Are arrested in midstride
With their heads turned, and dressed
By force. This is ordinary, and has come

To be disappointing.
They expect and hope for

Something totally other:
That while they staggered last night
For hours, they got clear,
Somehow, of the city; that they
Burst through a hedge, and are lying
In a trampled rose garden,
Pillowed on a bulldog’s side,
A watchdog’s, whose breathing

Is like the earth’s, unforced —
Or that they may, once a year
(Any dawn now), awaken
In church, not on the coffin boards
Of a back pew, or on furnace-room rags,
But on the steps of the altar

Where candles are opening their eyes
With all-seeing light

And the green stained-glass of the windows
Falls on them like sanctified leaves.
Who else has quite the same
Commitment to not being sure
What he shall behold, come from sleep —
A child, a policeman, an effigy?

Who else has died and thus risen?
Never knowing how they have got there,

They might just as well have walked
On water, through walls, out of graves,
Through potter’s fields and through barns,
Through slums where their stony pillows
Refused to harden, because of
Their hope for this morning’s first light,

With water moving over their legs
More like living cover than it is.

The Overriding Issue of Our Time

Jim wrestles with the “anger, frustration, bitterness and guilt” he feels about the situation in Iraq, and in the process “speaks for many of us”:http://www.highclearing.com/archivesuo/week_2004_04_11.html#005238. Certainly for me.

The Condi Smile

I’ll leave the punditry to the proper authorities, but I did notice something interesting about Condi Rice’s testimony today before the 9/11 commission. I listened to most of it on NPR as it was happening, but also saw TV excerpts on Lehrer this evening. And she came off way worse on camera than she did audio-only. Mainly it was her smile, which tried to say “I’m just a congenial bureaucrat trying to be helpful, here,” but seemed forced and often insincere — especially since it broadened when she was the most stressed-out. That stress was much more evident on the screen, too. On the radio none of that was evident, and she sounded fine. Oh, plus there was the whole shellac hairdo thing, but it’s hardly fair to single her out on that count. Certainly not in this town.

Slippery Symbols

Symbols—the ones that we wear, or put on our bumpers, or hang in our windows, or sear onto our flesh—are slippery things. My mistaken assumption that the nail necklace originated with the movie The Passion of the Christ got me thinking about such symbols, but before I get to that let’s start with the American flag.

The flag still serves as a unified symbol when it adorns public institutions, but as a personal expression of patriotism, it has long been fractured. In the Vietnam era, displaying the flag was associated not simply with support or enthusiasm for one’s country, but with support for the current government and especially its policy on the war. War protesters and draft dodgers didn’t fly flags—sometimes they burned them, a clear indication that they associated the symbol not with America-in-general but with an establishment they felt estranged from. (Of course some protesters no doubt did wave flags, but not with a subtext of ‘Well, duh, why wouldn’t I be flying a flag?’ but rather ‘Hey! This is my symbol too!’) UPDATE: See Patrick’s comment in the comments on this point. (I’m very curious about the pre-Vietnam history of the flag-as-symbol—anybody know anything about it?) Resentment and anger are bound to erupt whenever different groups look at the same symbol and see different things.

For a brief moment immediately after 9/11, the American flag moved toward achieving a unified meaning. When tears streamed down my cheeks watching a huge flag unfurl down the side of the Pentagon, it wasn’t because I had had a sudden change of heart about the current Administration; it was because what that flag meant at that moment had nothing to do with government, even for a habitual non-flag-waver like me. A couple weeks later, I was annoyed to hear someone complaining about how everyone had started displaying flags. “Don’t you get it?” I wanted to say to him, “It doesn’t mean what it used to.” Sadly, the meaning has drifted again, and now the flag does mean pretty much what it used to, thanks in large part to the polarization of public opinion over the Iraq war. Much as we talk about the flag as an abstract symbol of liberty and patriotism, there seems to be a strong force pulling it toward association with our government and its policies at any given moment in time.

The Christian cross is a far older, clearer symbol than the flag. Look at someone wearing a cross around her neck—now, or at any point in the past several centuries—and you don’t have to worry about semantic drift or speculate as to what exactly what they mean by wearing it. They mean to say that they’re a Christian. As statements go, though, that’s awfully broad. A cross conveys the basics of their religious outlook, but given the vast number of Christians in the world, and the dizzying diversity of their cultures, theologies, and political persuasions, it doesn’t really tell you their tribe.

And that’s what a lot of symbol-wearing comes down to: identifying your tribe. A cross does this to an extent, but a Celtic cross, an Ethiopian cross, a St. George icon, or a WWJD bracelet clarifies even more. When I go to Gencon I have to decide if I’m going to wear my Over the Edge t-shirt, my MECCG t-shirt, or just a regular old t-shirt (which at Gencon is itself a sort of tribal identification). Nose rings, Nascar jackets, and plenty of things between serve a similar purpose. Even the American flag, in the more narrow meaning I described above, identifies one’s tribe.

But I digress. Another thing about the cross is that the horrific event it literally represents is often forgotten precisely because the symbol is so old and well-established. That’s why Ana wore a nail necklace, as she described in the comments of my earlier entry:

I wore mine that Lent, I think it must have been either ‘95 or ‘96.
It is a more raw symbol than a cross, just because we have seen the Cross as symbol of Christ’s death for so long, that it stops being something shocking. Sometimes when we walk around as Christians for years we forget what it means.

This act of finding a new symbol in order to recover a sense of shock reminds me of Tolkien’s notion of “recovery,” which I’ve mentioned before, though never in its proper context, which is refering to fantasy stories. It works quite well as a general notion, though: very often in our lives, symbols, perspectives, even modes of behavior get calcified. We think of them as boring, even, when what really need it to reclaim a new view of them. Maybe what I’m really after here is Chesterton’s word “mooreeffoc,” which Tolkien cited in his discussion of recovery:

Mooreeffoc is a fantastic word, but it could be seen written up in every town in this land. It is Coffee-room, viewed from the inside through a glass door, as it was seen by Dickens on a dark London day; and it was used by Chesterton to denote the queerness of things that have become trite, when they are seen suddenly from a new angle.

We could all do with a bit more mooreeffoc in our lives. Re-energizing symbols is only one of its cool powers. Sadly, whatever’s going on with the movie tie-in nail necklaces is the very opposite of mooreeffoc. It’s taking a symbol that may have some fresh potency and making it bland through mass production and crass marketing. Or trying to—whether it succeeds or not is something we won’t know for a while. The happy ending will be if, upon seeing someone on the street with a nail necklace, one doesn’t immediately think “Ah, yes, it’s that thing from that Passion movie,” but rather, “Why the heck does that person have a nail around their neck?!”

Sticks and Stones

Lunch Money, the brutal cardgame of playground combat, and without question the most disturbing game on my bookshelf o’ games, now has “an expansion”:http://www.atlas-games.com/product_tables/AG1102.html. Scary. Delightful. Mine’s on order.

Charles Taylor: Unhunted, but Poor

I wrote two weeks ago about the possibility, reported in the South African press, that the mercenaries currently imprisoned in Zimbabwe and Equatorial Guinea were actually planning to capture Charles Taylor, not overthrow the EG government. There hasn’t been a peep along those lines since, and that, coupled with the fact that major media elsewhere never picked up the story, leads me to conclude—tentatively—that there wasn’t anything to it. There’s always room for doubt in situations like this, but I’m not holding my breath.

So how is ol’ C.T. doing these days? Not so well, it turns out:

Taylor arrived with a large entourage. Dozens of family members and close aides accompanied him to Abuja and onwards the same night to Calabar, on Nigeria’s southeast coast, his agreed place of exile.

Days beforehand a series of special flights from the Liberian capital Monrovia had brought in a couple of luxury cars, household goods and hundreds of hangers-on who fled with the disgraced president as rebels besieged the capital Monrovia.

However, barely six months later, life has taken a lonely, perhaps bleak turn for Taylor.

Close aides said most of his entourage had deserted him, heading back to Liberia or dispersing within Nigeria in search of better fortunes.

“More than 70 percent of the people who came to Nigeria with Taylor have since left him and gone back to Liberia,” said Vaani Paasawe, who was Taylor’s official spokesman in Liberia.

Paasawe, who fled with Taylor to Calabar, told IRIN “Out of 23 personal security details Taylor brought with him, 15 have left because he’s not been able to pay them”.

Good riddance. The best part of this is that a poor and abandoned Taylor will have a harder time meddling in Liberian politics from afar.

Scooped

“Ed has beat me”:http://ed.puddingbowl.org/archives/002316.html to the latest Liberia news. Go to his site for all the details.

Monthly Blogroll Update

This month, with an extra helping of metablogging!

Time to subdivide. The blogroll is now broken into ‘friends’ and ‘strangers,’ depending on whether I know those in question mainly as people or as bloggers. This is _not_ to say that the ‘friends’ are not fine bloggers in their own right, or that all ‘strangers’ are unknown to me personally. The Top Five will remain and will draw from both groups.

On to the changes:

* Hearty congratulations to Kevin Drum for scoring a paid blogging gig at The Washington Monthly. His new blog “Political Animal”:http://www.washingtonmonthly.com/, is front and center at the magazine’s site and promptly takes the place of “Calpundit”:http://www.calpundit.com/ in the Top Five.

So, should we expect something different from Kevin now that he’s actually getting paid? In his case, no, since someone _should_ have been paying him for his excellent punditry before now. Kevin’s one of the rare bloggers whose output is both voluminous and substantive; I can’t fathom the time and energy he happily donated to us all while writing Calpundit. For me — and for most bloggers, I suspect — there’s a limit to the time and effort we’ll spend on something that isn’t a paying gig. There’s been plenty of times I’ve stopped working on an entry and just posted the dang thing, though I certainly would have kept toiling had I been on the clock. In general, then, I think we certainly ought to expect more from paid bloggers than unpaid ones. I thought of this first when reading “Josh Marshall’s”:http://www.talkingpointsmemo.com/ coverage of the Democratic primary in New Hampshire. He collected donations from readers in order to cover the event specifically for the blog, which struck me as a cool idea. But ultimately that coverage was pretty lackluster — had I made a donation, I would have been disappointed. (On balance, though, Josh is every bit as pay-worthy as Kevin is.)

* Congratulations are also in order for “John and Belle”:http://examinedlife.typepad.com/johnbelle/, who have become regular contributors to “Crooked Timber”:http://www.crookedtimber.org. I’m happy for them, but insofar as this means a reduction of material on J&BHAB, I’m also disappointed. A big part of their charm is having them on their own site, with two distinct voices and the occasional interplay between their entries. Call me persnickety, but reading their stuff mixed in with the rest of the CT crew just won’t be the same.

* “Wonkette”:http://www.wonkette.com/ has been promoted to the Top Five. I find myself laughing out loud almost every time I read it. And while I have no idea if the drawing on the masthead resembles the real Ana Marie Cox, I have a crush on . . . the drawing, I guess. Man, that’s weird.

* There are two newcomers this time around. “A Coqui in Winterfell”:http://winterfell.blogs.com/anacoqui/ belongs to Ana Canino-Fluit, who’s giving this blogging thing a try by trying to post something new every day for the first month. “little more than a placeholder”:http://james.anthropiccollective.org/ is also going in the friends section, though it’s something of a borderline case. I’ve only met James once, and briefly at that, so most of what I know about him I know from his blog. But he’s engaged to “Kari”:http://kari.anthropiccollective.org/, which is how I met him in the first place. Either way, he’s a great source for British news and perspective, and has been on a roll the past couple weeks, with entries full of meaty goodness showing up every day.

* Rather than try to keep up with “Ed’s”:http://ed.puddingbowl.org ever-changing titles for his blog, I’m just listing his name in the ‘roll from now own. But I have to say that his current title is my favorite so far.